There’s just something about the way my mother eats her
meals. Sometimes I’m just so engrossed and bemused by the way she makes eating
more than a necessity; she makes it a passion. Passion, in this case, doesn’t
necessarily mean doing it in an obsessive way, just with love. Throughout my
whole sixteen years of life, I’ve never seen anyone do quite the same as what
my mother does.
Telling others exactly what I mean with this is difficult,
let alone trying to write about it. Well here’s me, hoping the power of words
will describe my fascination:
Dinners aren’t a usually a big deal in my household – if you
want to eat, you may join, if not, feel free to continue on with whatever it is
you’re doing. And my mother doesn’t tend to join us a lot; if she did she would
come late to the dinner table. She’d take out a plate, place a handful of rice
and sit in her designated seat. The rice wasn’t much compared to say, me or my
father, but it was enough to fill her up. She then starts with a protein; say
chicken or fish, then work her way to getting the vegetables. Here comes the
interesting bit: my mother doesn’t care what anyone thinks of what her dish
looks like. It may look like the most unappetizing dish in the history of
unappetizing dishes but it doesn’t seem to bother her. As long as it tastes
good, it pleases her.
My mother loves ‘kecap’. My father detests it. Just the
sight of the thick black liquid is enough to make my father squirm a little. In
every dish my mother eats, she would ask for kecap. She says, “it makes the
dish more alive”. Frankly, I agree with her on that. I have inherited my
mother’s love for kecap. Now, a person who likes kecap tends to not like
anything of the opposite, like ‘sambal’, and vice versa. Just like my father.
My mother’s an exception. She douses on both of these taste enhancers every time.
Once everything was on her plate, she starts to dig in. Not in a grubby,
stuffing the face, dig in… But in a decadent way. Whatever it is she’s eating,
it looks delicious. She makes it look
delicious and I believe that’s exactly how one should eat. Perspiration starts
to appear on the bridge of her nose the deeper she goes into her dish. But that
doesn’t bother her; it didn’t look gross, as one might think. To me, it looks
like she’s enjoying herself a lot with something as simple as a dinner.
Finally, half way through the dish, my mother stands up and
walks over to the glass container that’s filled with kerupuk. She grabs a handful not only for herself, but also for
both me and my father. It’s the one thing we all like. She puts the kerupuk
into her plate and pours some kecap on top of it. The snap of the kecap bottle
cap is quickly followed by a sudden simultaneous crunch.
In a way, I'm sort of envious. I can't deny that I've tried to mimic the way she eats because I've tried countless of times only to be disappointed at the end result. You're probably thinking "eating isn't a piece of artwork - why should you care of how it looks?" and frankly, I don't really know. I guess some things are better left unexplained.
Of course, I haven't told my mother this. I'm afraid if I do, she'll be more conscious about it and maybe even stop and change they way she eats. I could ask her how she manages to do that but maybe some things are better left alone to enjoy rather than imitate. Because really, if I do, I'll be no more than just a copy and who likes those?
Happy birthday mum - here's to the best original of you there ever was!
xo,
S
In a way, I'm sort of envious. I can't deny that I've tried to mimic the way she eats because I've tried countless of times only to be disappointed at the end result. You're probably thinking "eating isn't a piece of artwork - why should you care of how it looks?" and frankly, I don't really know. I guess some things are better left unexplained.
Of course, I haven't told my mother this. I'm afraid if I do, she'll be more conscious about it and maybe even stop and change they way she eats. I could ask her how she manages to do that but maybe some things are better left alone to enjoy rather than imitate. Because really, if I do, I'll be no more than just a copy and who likes those?
Happy birthday mum - here's to the best original of you there ever was!
xo,
S
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