3.1.10

Happy New Year!

Happy belated new year! Sorry I didn't post it on the night, I was out! Gosh, I haven't updated much, have I? This whole winter break, I've been totally busy. I'm actually doing something with my life right now, which is really satisfying!

With designer, Billy Tjong
Photo Adenry Ocke
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There I was, thinking 7 days away from you might actually take my mind off you. Boy, was I wrong. Instead, I mentioned you in most of the conversations I had with my fellow 19 girlies. Talk about irony, hey? Anyway, why was I away for 7 days? I was quarantined. For that competition I had. I just came back more than a week ago, and I miss it already. At first, I hated the thought of being away from family and friends for a whole week, but I grew to love the experience. It was so hard to let go, I met these girls who would be my friends for life. And some of them live far from where I am! So, I cried my eyes out on the very last day. No phones, the internet.. How was I ever going to survive? But I did! I realised that I didn't need it at all which was scary, because I'm so attatched to my iPhone. Our schedules were totally packed and there was not a minute to even check updates on Twitter. Wow.

"I Gotta Feeling", "Just Dance" and "Celebration" are just ordinary top-of-the-chart songs but as they play on MTV or the radio these days, I get goose bumps. The memory I had; the backstage dance-off, being punished infront of the public at Grand Indonesia by Mas Ari Tulang, karaoeking in the bus, being totally star-strucked by celebrities (well, not me, cos I don't know the local celebs!) is what flashes through my mind as these 3 songs play. Haha, I'm sure most of you still don't know what I'm talking about, but hey, it don't matter, I love sharing things.

I had the time of my life, it's one of those experiences that you'll have for the rest of your life.

May 2010 be the year for all of us. Amiiiiiiin.
Love you xo

PS: How do ya'll like my new hair? I cried like a baby when they chopped it off :'(