9.9.10

Month of Forgivness

Do you now see why I forgive you so easily? I can't stay mad at you for long. It goes against all fibers of my body. You do one thing and you do another thing the next and I let you off. Am I too nice? Too reasonable?
Should I toughen up a little bit?
I'm not what you call, "in control" and I don't want to be. But what if it's for the best? The nice words you say after I scold at you makes me want to run into a cave and melt into a puddle to hide how weak in the knees I am. Maybe that's what attracts me to you? The ability to reassure me with a few syllables. Maybe you're one of the ones that I have to look out for? How would I know you kept your word this time?
Too many questions.


On the other note, today was the last day of Ramadhan which means tomorrow is day one of Idul Fitri. Bring on the ketupat, yeah? May our fasting this month be accepted by Allah SWT. It went by pretty fast this year and I definitely cannot wait for the next one. So, please forgive all my sins. Minal aidin wal faidzin, mohon maaf lahir dan batin.


Till the endless arrays of food,
xo, Ukibubba