"I don't know whether to listen to my heart or my mind."
"What does your heart say?"
"It's telling me to be greedy and keep you."
"And your mind?"
"It says I have to let you go because it's the right thing to do."
We've been put under life's ultimate test and we're struggling to keep up. Things are changing and we've lost the flow. We both knew what doomed us ahead but neither of us wanted to talk about it. Because, talking about it only makes it real.
And reality does not look so pretty at the moment.
It's going to be tough. We'll be starting up different lives and who am I kidding? I won't have time for you and you won't have time for me. As much as you deny that, the truth hurts. Apart from the truth, seeing you hurts me. It hurts me because I know that that is one less day of our time together. September may be a long, long way away but time flies so fast when you're enjoying it. Why is life pushing us farther apart when we're just getting closer? The only reason I can think of is that life stops for no one and is not fair to anyone either. Everything happens for a reason.
What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was you?
Till I can eat chocolate again,
Suka, xo
